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Yay!! I’ve been accepted as a VIP member on today.com. So this is my first official entry.

Welcome Chisuki!!!!!

Obviously, this isn’t my first time blogging, I’ve opened a few blog sites for myself such as at MySpace, Friendster and Multiply but I’m still in search for a site that I will stick on to for a VERY long time. Most probably, until I’m old or just until I’m tired of writing, which at this very moment, not likely to happen in the NEAR future.

Why do I love blogging? I don’t really have an exact satisfying and convincing answer to that question but if you ask me, I would say, my mind is always FULL and I needed something, someone or even somewhere to let it all out. So obviously there isn’t gonna be someone ALWAYS there for me to share my thoughts with cannot be there for me all the time to listen to my endless thoughts cos they have their own life too! So I might as well choose something/somewhere to speak my mind and empty my 500GB brain for something else MORE important than just daydream, hate over someone, dissatisfaction over things and all the ‘I Wish” stuff stuck in my head. That’s why I choose blogging.

I absolutely have no idea whether anyone who know me or don’t know me will read my blog or not, that’s not the thing that I think or care about when I start blogging but blogging makes me feel good. It’s almost like talking to the Lord outside the morning and night prayer I recite everyday (the truth I don’t pray every morning and night, well I do but only in desperate cases). I’m not really an ALL RELIGIOUS person but I believe there is something GREATER than human out there. So, this is just my way of expressing myself on things that matters to me.

It’s Friday.And I am freaking devastated that the Girls Night Out is postponed. I’m so bumped about that.We’ve been planning this GNO since last month and we have had plans on what to do, what to wear and where to go but at the end, it’s NOT happening. But I guess, there’s a reason behind everything. I’m NOT usually superstitious about things but there’s so many unfortunate events happened two days before the plan, is karma telling us something? So, we’re not gonna take a risks and ignore all these clues. We’ll skip the plan and postponed it to some other time.

Probably, it’s NOT good celebrating your birthday earlier rather than a belated celebration. What do you think?